The Trickster way

Some time ago, I began reading the autobiography of Chief Archie Fire Lame Deer (in French it is called "Le cercle sacré"- "Gift of Power" in English ????). Two sessions of holotropic breathwork had made me see unexpected aspects of my personality, and had encouraged me to learn more about the Native American culture. This, by the way, is also what encouraged me to get into beading seriously.

Reading Archie Fire Lame Deer's book gave me a great lesson in what courage is all about. Also this book introduced me to the notion of "Heyokas", the Sacred Clowns. For a long time I said jokingly that this had something to do with me. I am left-handed, clumsy, hold two nationalities and generally have a habit of saying the wrong things at the wrong time, dressing up inadequately for the occasion and often making people laugh unintentionally. Feeling inadequate is something I have known all my life. And funny things happen to me all the time.

Musing about what to do for my June BJP page, I found a remarkable essay by Larry Ellis entitled "Trickster : Shaman of the Liminal". It tells about the archetype of the trickster, of Coyote and thresholds. Well, I had been losing my home keys and access card for work all week so it made me smile. However I was deeply moved to find out in this article a Nez-Percé version of Orpheus and Eurydice, as this is one of my favourite myths, and this is what had brought me there in the first place. So I decided to do something around this Coyote story, including Nez-Percé style beading.

But Coyote is a weird protector ; yesterday evening I got fired two days before the end of my work assignment and asked to hide from my boss by staying at home. The reason ? I almost made a cockup. Anyways, later that evening, I was called for two other job interviews. Hey, calm down, Coyote ! lol

Another great essay on the Sacred Clown is here.

Back to beading, one of the first book I bought was "Beadwork, a World guide" by Caroline Crabtree and Pam Stallebrass, closely followed by "North American Indian Jewellery and Adornment" by Lois Sherr Dubin. Awesome stuff. I was immediately attracted to Native American beading, especially from the Woodland area, and wanted to copy flower patterns but didn't dare to. It soothed me to think that Europeans immigrants bought two good things to Native Americans ; glass beads and horses. Time has now come for me to dare to bead one of these flower patterns and to heal the grief and shame about human follies.

Horse Spirit

About two years ago, I met this horse. He spoke about freedom and social behaviour. I was very impressed. True, it was during a Holotropic Breathwork session, but nonetheless, I was impressed. I'd heard and read about such things but never thought it could happen to a plain girl like me. The power of dreams.

Around the same time I got interested in beading again. Seriously interested. But being sometimes very shy and slow, I just bought sterling silver charms, thread and beads and left things at that for a moment. Well, I did wear a horse charm on a yellow cotton thread for a while -I was afraid to curb his freedom if I strung him somewhere definitely.

Then, being interviewed for a special job on Monday (for Swarovky !), I decided to make a necklace featuring my horse charm...

Here it is, in seed beads, cristals, bali silver and ebony beads. When I move the horse seems to run. It's not perfect, and I didn't get the job, but I'm pleased !!! I like the orange seed beads that remind me of a knitted shawl I used to wear as a toddler.